breakups

Hello bloggers. So I haven’t been blogging much because I was in love. Off in the bliss of being entwined with another soul. We were cute and funny together. We had fun; so much fun. We were planning the most romantic trip of a lifetime. We had future plans. There was no argument; no disagreement; just a note replacing his things when I got home. Ouch! I have to admit this is new territory for me. I’ve never broken up when everything was good. I was completely blindsided and of course to complete the scenario he refused to answer my calls. What makes another human being act like this? Believe me baby if I knew I wouldn’t be sitting here alone right now.

But the good that came out of all of this is that I know I didn’t hold back in this relationship. I didn’t bring my past and for that I am extremely proud. And all this angst does make for ripe creative territory. So I have created a song that I will record and upload to SoundCloud called “Lesson.” Be watching for that dear reader as I delve into the world of recording and try to figure out how to record the song.

The other big difference for me is although I was heartbroken and still going through the stages of grief, I know that I am intact. I am the same person I was before I met him; maybe even better, wiser, kinder, certainly more open. Because I learned if you open your heart it may get broken and you may be burned but there is no limit to the amount of love you can let into your heart. Not one single person, no matter how much they hurt you, can limit the amount of love you let in and then in turn can pour out.

And it all proves what yoga philosophy has touted for centuries; that emotions are all temporary and the makings of our ego and mind whether it be being in love or hate. All things will pass.