Just Tired

I recently have been struggling with some health issues. You really don’t realize how draining life is until you don’t have health…an absence of wellness. So I find myself rather tired now and contemplating all the sage advice about trusting God and knowing it is all meant to be and blah blah.  That stuff all makes sense on paper and in discussions and in church but not so much when you are in the fire. I had been eating well (whatever that means) and exercising (crossfit) when i got this invisible illness.  I was eating paleo and doing all the “right” things so what the heck?  I by no means have this figured out.  I am actively pursuing my own healing from mental to spiritual to physical.   So far not much change.  This chapter is not over so stay tuned…